For a moment it may seem like I have fallen off the edge of the earth. But the reality is I was so busy living and making a living that I didn’t set time aside to blog about it.
Those of you that have been reading my blog for awhile know that I run a campground with my husband. Since this is seasonal work and it’s summer time, we have now officially stepped into high gear (days off, what are those?). Life has been busy. In the midst of the June craziness, my prep start date was creeping up on me. I could feel panic setting in. I was starting to crack. Workouts and meals were being missed and I was just doing my best to try and get everything done (and obviously failing). How on earth was a I going to be able to workout 6 days a week, when I’m struggling with 4?
I was hit with a brick of reality. There is no way I can give competition prep 110% during the summer months. As much as ONE truly can do whatever he/she puts their mind to, one should be realistic with their expectations of themselves. I needed to tell myself NO. Prep is something that will consume a lot of time and energy and at this point in time I would not be able to commit to both a demanding job and competition and maintain my sanity (or what’s left of it :P). It was a hard reality for me to swallow. I didn’t want to share this reality with too many people right away, because I wasn’t even sure how I felt about it. I was relieved and disappointed all at the same time.
A few weeks later, I have finally made peace with the fact that Spring 2012 will be a better show date for me, I’m feeling much better, I’ve accepted this new goal. Furthermore, after a weekend in Southern Ontario and having appointments with my posing coach, trainer and swimsuit seamstress, I’m getting excited about tackling a Spring show (instead of feeling disappointed). I’m now motivated to use the extra time I have wisely. There will be no doubt that by Spring I will be my best body! I can’t wait to spend the next year practicing my posing, experimenting with my diet, supplementation and I’m eager to train, train, train.